Life has Been @#$%!! ~
♥Sunday, November 29, 2009, 9:48 PM
Okay,now i miss Nenek and Ain.. They stayed at my house for 2 days and went home yesterday.. I dont know why,but i felt soo angry when nenek asked me to send her home.. I felt like as though she was unhappy to stay here.. And Ain was super annoying.. Complaining here and there, creating "fake" stories.. She's really being a Drama Queen.. So when i sent nenek home yesterday, I was soo in a BAD mood.. Reached there and Sani and Abg Yan kept asking me the same question : "Beela,kenape muke tu muram nah? Mcm marah je.. Selalu nye kalau Beela datang sini, happy2 ngn kite.." WOW!!! Honestly, i didnt realise my expression was soo obvious.. And here comes Ain hugging me and kissing my whole face to cheer me up.. Well, it works! Yeah, I wasnt really in a good mood lately.. Though i tried very hard to control my emotions, it seems almost impossible.. I felt like nobody cares for me anymore.. Or am i just being paranoid?! I HAVE NO IDEA!!!
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